My not-always-so-fabulous-life

Mmmmmm!!! A very romantic dinner was had at a very posh French restaurant this weekend!!! I wore absolutely NOTHING under my skirt and it took until we were at the coat check for M. to realise. He absolutely flipped out, and couldn't wait to get back to my place. I don't think he took any Viagra, and he certainly didn't need to!! During the car ride back to my place (one of his acquaintences drove us back) he insisted on sitting in the back seat with me! He would not stop putting his hand up my skirt -- even though I told him his friend was watching us. Sometimes he just gets so excited in front of his friends that it makes me feel kind of trashy.

• Two more weeks and then I as him for money for new clothes
• One month and two weeks before I cry about needing money for Christmas presents

I should actually save up money for the trip to the Maldives I am planning with this other guy I have been seeing. That would be the smart thing to do... it is in March after all. Maybe I can tell him I am going to Cuba with girlfriends and get some money for that too!!! I *must* go to the gym tomorrow so I can reach my target and he notices how good I am looking and gives me the cash I want for clothes. Oh, and the satisfaction of knowing that I am in good form for competing against this Israeli chick (whom he has not emailed in the last three days, and he missed dinner with because of an email I intercepted!) Bitchy, but, hey, if it keeps me inspired to lose those ten extra pounds, then, it's worth it. Right?

Right? Okay.... I am overcome by vanity... I need to know. Do you people think I am a total whore? I have been getting some pretty nasty emails. I am not an evil homewrecker!I am not, I swear! But am I wrong? Leave a comment and let me know!